I’m sorry I haven’t been on for the last couple weeks. For some reason I can’t bring myself to log on (Even typing this from my phone was a stretch.)
I’ve been feeling indefinitely depressed. I can barely bring myself to wake up in the mornings…in fact I spend most of my time sleeping or laying in bed.
Anywho, I don’t know how much longer it will be, but I don’t think it will be anytime soon. I’m sorry.
2108) I used to love hugs. Now, all I think about is how disgusted people must feel whilst touching me.
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Fucking huge.
I shall be badass!
Ugh. I have the worst headache and I can’t see straight.
Screw homework, I’m going to bed.
I feel so heavy right now.
Large.
Huge.
Fat.
Enormous.
A waste of space.
I feel so horrible. I haven’t even eaten that much.
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I’m 100% guilty of this.
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Chewed-and-Spit 3 pieces of Pizza.
I’ve never done it before, but I couldn’t stand to eat the pizza, so I tried it. I saved myself from 930 calories and just the taste of the pizza made me full.
Two day fast!
I’m fasting today and exercising for at least three hours. I’m going to fast again and exercise for at least three hours tomorrow as well. Unless I’m about to pass out. Then I’ll eat a piece of fruit or something….just enough to keep me going. Last time I fasted for two days and then on the second day I only exercised for two hours and I passed out. That seriously can’t happen this time because my mom is already suspicious.
(Source: desolate-destruction)
17) It’s been almost 80 degrees for the past week, but I only wear sweatshirts and sweatpants because I’m too uncomfortable with my body to wear anything else.
At least it keeps me warm.
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